i hate getting up at 515... it's gross.
i slept 13 hours today... sweet?
i hate bridal showers...
i hate it when my ears hurt
but i love my new 0g ears that jiggle when i walk...
and i really don't want to go back to school...
i've been worrying/thinking about what's going to happen when i go back to school. especially when it comes to things with curtis. i'm not going to have any free time this year by the sounds of it. not with my schedule...
i HATE high school drama. HATE it.
i don't even know if i really like the people i call my friends anymore.
with the exception of a few people... who all happen to be guys. and that makes me a little sad. because i think i need at least a couple girls to call my friend? i mean... they tend to understand pms more...
and i'm worried about what my "friends" are going to think of curtis. i mean... everyone is so fucking judgemental in high school. everyone thinks they have the right to voice their opinion and cut people down when they really have no right at all.
i just want to hang out with people that i feel comfortable with and don't feel like i have to impress.
connecting with people like that is the best feeling in the world.